Sunday, August 27

One Of Those Days

This day of all days had to be raining and dark, we had a plan but that got flooded out by the rain and now I am, well, pissed off. I know, stupid right? Ooooh the rain made her mad. But I can't help it, its just one of those days. This is one of those days for me that screams "FUCK!"
No matter what it is, the little things that you would normally just ignore, turn on you and bug you just that much more to make you hate them. Sitting in your own skin, in normally comfortable clothes bugs the hell out of you. It just itches, but you can't get out. This day the windsheild wipers drive you crazy. This day the pot holes and washboard on the gravel roads send another unwanted feeling through your body. Just EVERYTHING. Today your friends and family have too many flaws to count, the keyboard attached to your own computer doesn't seem to like the way you are typing today, and for fucks sake, its a computer! The coffee is cold, the stores are closed, the laptop ran out of charge and the power cable is missing, and my dashboard friend, my computer Chia Pet died. All the little things and big things in life that don't matter run through your head a mile a minute just to keep you angry at something. The friend who isnt being a friend, or just forgets how to be one, or the friend you have to hurt, because it'll hurt so much more later on, or the money you don't have to do the things you promised, or the soft addiction you can't break, the thing you can't find, the goals you can't meet, the people who are holding you back, the things you are holding yourself back from, even the colour of the paint on your nails sets you off... and no you can't blow off this steam, because on a bad day normally you would go outside to go skateboarding. Not today. It is next to impossible to skate minipipe when its wet. So what do you do? Three episodes of South Park later you try to sleep everything away... because not even South Park is funny on one of these days.

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